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im moving to tumblr! :D

你不知道的事 is an emo song. Make me emo and i cant sleep now. :O

yay! Im left with my last paper tmrw and i will be free! :DD Cant believe As is ending, everything kind of happened in a flash. This national exam feels really different, it's like a battle against my own karma. But im really glad that i received lots of encouragements from different people. It really brightens my day! :D

And i feel very gakkai-ish recently. Liangyue is flying over to Soka Uni in March next year, and she's not even sure if she's coming back. Kind of sad, since she was the one who brought me out to asd and stuff. She was sharing her testimonial ytd during zadankai and i saw this wd shedding tears. wow. And my jie is going to be district leader for ywd next year. It's amazing to see her grow all these years. I can really sense that she's 21, taking charge of her life, and also caring for everyone in the family. She really changed alot!! And guess what, my daddy agreed to attend the 80th soka anniversary on 25th! Awesome! Yay! :DD

And something amazing happened these few weeks, my aj girls clique shld know. I feel as if im in a dream! HAHA!

Okay, gotta search for jobs real soon. Learn korean, take up driving, get my macbook, iphone and go shopping. yay! sounds bimbotic.. Eww. Im thinking of volunteering at cdac again, i miss bingquan! Wonder how's he doing now.

Till then people!
Life's short, be happy! :DD

i wonder how much diff 2 weeks can make. Damn A levels. my tuition classes are ending in like 2 weeks time! So :( im gonna miss them, some of them whom i have known for 6 years. Yes, 6 years. Life has to go on. Jiayou pp, i shldnt waste time here. I kept thinking of post a lvl activities to motivate myself, but its kind of distracting...

i think he is so cute! Omgg! Im nuts.

I have realised what kind of FRIEND you are. Thankyou for making me grow so much stronger. thats it. You have crossed my limits.

And im so glad to at least have the ghz with me. Its the nice warmth feeling, motivation and courage i get just by looking at it. :D

its officially 28 days to As. And im so turned off by someone today. So pissed to the extent that i feel like pulling the person's hair and dragging him/her for 100m. Oh, im so violent.

And guess what! My rankpoints improved! Yayee! but still, my results are cui. Lol. Cant wait for these dreadful weeks to be over. I want freedom! :D

i hate it when i see how ugly you are. i hate it when people make use of one another. I hate it when you appear to be different in front of others. I hate it. i really really hate it. Tear down the facade. It's so disgusting, and it's turning me off. What on earth is happening to mankind?

Now, its 45 days or so to the big As. :(

im alr in the post exam mood. Haha! And goodgame for tmrw's math paper 2. Anw, i alr screw my paper 1 up. So no point studying. And im really lazy. Math paper 1 was killer. zzzz. Double zzzz. Sucks totally. I could do NY, TJ papers, not the entire paper of course. But i could score enough marks to at least pass. AJ, i doubt i can even hit 35. So demoralising. Maybe i shldnt blame it on the paper cos i din touch math at all the day before exam. I was mugging chem like siao. Read notes, read mindmaps, memorise trends, reagents, conditions, mechanisms, definitions..

Cant wait for prelims to be officially over and i can concentrate on A levels. I miss my girls. :( i miss zhonghua. Maybe it's time to let go.